I forgot it soon after waking but slowly through the day it refocused like a radio tuning to the station.

My dream was a nightmare.

I had a clear plastic box of sewing placement pins in palm. Like the ones with the colourful balls on the end. Pink, purple, orange, red, blue, green.

I thought, “I have to get rid of this as fast as possible”

And I swallowed the whole box of bins.

Then I realized what I had done.

I had doomed myself by putting a box of pins in my stomach.

I don’t know the meaning, do you?

I am autism.

I am a Non- Miss